11 March 2009 4.05am

I wont stop the tears falling to the ground,
I'll only try to wipe off that little frown.
Under the moonlight your tears shine,
producing a tale so visually divine.



And i don't want the world to see me,
Cause i don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who i am.

This song is addictive i tell you.
it's like the BOMB man.
i heard it in the van as we were zooming around singapore yesterday.
hahahhaa.
it was hella fun la the graduation ceremony.
i wanna go back to school =(
the friends, the laughters, the pictures, the walking around aimlessly, the exclamation of seeing each other, the catching up. priceless.
that's all (:



i think it's rather time to update my old and dusty blog.
seriously i have nothing to blog about.
well i do. just that i dont feel like it.
BUT since im bored today at work. i shall blog.

the past weekend have been quite busy.
well outing with my family for mum's day yeah.
bought a few stuffs here and there.
and T3 is freaking awesome. it's huge lar.
should try popeye's. quite awesome lah.

oh and i joined California Fitness. well complimentary pass for 2 weeks.
good enough yeah. and it seems cool really.
met leisher and darren there. im looking forward to slimming down bros.
hahahaha. yeah im smiling like a cheshire cat i tell you.
FREE GYM? FUCK ME!
i've fallen in love with a bag. CHROME. well i dont know.
it's like oh-so-beautiful to me. but oh-so-fucking-expensive.
but hey. I GOT PERMANENT JOB.
WOOOO money here i come.
well saikang pay for saikang job i reckon. but i havent seen my contract.
so i dont know. and i wont disclose my salary.

I GET TO GO FOR GRADUATION. WOOOHOOO. that made my day.
really made my day that day. im getting my robes today.
then imma drop by training
i miss training. alot.

well the big boss has come and it's time for me to get the fuck off. BYE!



Sooooooo it's been quite a long-assed time huh since this piece of crap was updated.
so many many things have been going on. here and there and everywhere huh.
so im on attachment now. well basic pay is damn boring. as well.
and now im based in tuas. YES FREAKING TUAS.
but on the flipside, it's quite fun lah really.
my colleagues are nice. my buddies are awesome.
and my supervisor is a supervisor you'd want. HAHAHA.
i shall not talk about her for fear that word might leak out to her and that she'll know im talking highly of her. yes.
so everyday now i have to get out of the house AT 630am. yes.
it's like im going to secondary school yeah. and i reach home at normally around 8pm.
830 bar the dinner with yajing and clement.
those are 2 of my colleagues.
ok enough of attachment. it's gonna end in less than 2 months.
it's quite sad too really.

SO results are out like weeks ago. yes i passed. lol although i thought that i wont pass the FYP module due to the fact that i HAVE NOT passed up my soft copy or hard copy or presentations or cad files or my aes. yes.
miracles do happen and a B is quite cool really.
my gpa went up by almost 0.2 BUT it's quite shitty luh.
now everyone's talking about universities and i kinda feel inferior yeah.
maybe cos i dint study well or listen in class. no time to regret lah. cannot.
dare to do and dare to face the consequences.
i'll take my chances one at a time.
and i still hate my biomedical modelling teacher mr neo.
for giving me a C for doing sooooo much shit. yes a C.
how could you. i did so much lor, please.

ok so this would be a kinda emo part yeah. the graduation ceremony.
dont think i can attend it yeah. that sucks lah. i wanna graduate with my classmates.
well i still get to but i dont get to attend the ceremony, i cant bring my mom along to see me on stage.
well i only have myself to blame but yeah. that was what i was looking forward to.
people say it's a waste of time, yeah but i wanna see the look on my mom's face when im on stage. in front of your friends, in robes. taking photos.
i dont have the chance for a robe now. how sad. how miserable.
this really played a big part on me. hmmm im still dreading the fact that i cant go.
and the lecturers said i got to graduate with the others.
dint know it applied to not being able to attend the ceremony.
this was the one time i can say a formal goodbye to my schoolmates.
we can meet up but it just isnt the same as being in school, getting to know each other's crap for 3 donkey years. it just made me sad.
as i said, it's all my own fault.

well orientation has passed by. i dint get to attend camp eagles and the orientation. due to work.
well it's sad yeah but i cant really do anything about it.
i miss school and camps that i have participated in. i miss getting to know people.
i miss showing myself out unconsciously.
it's where you let go of yourself and just have fun, be it participating or organizing.
i miss the moments of fun and laughter with your bunch of friends.
the sleeping together in the room, with all the funky smells.
the joy of seeing people suffer. yes i miss those moments terribly.
i yearn of participating in a camp again upon hearing stories from people on how fun their camp was.
i miss the noisyness of the camp when people talked in unison about everything and nothing.
about the brainstorming if you were the organizers.
maybe it's just me. but i really miss the moments.

well im looking forward to the gathering this sunday.
hope that most of the people turn up then it'll be more fun.
but lesser also aint so bad. i can get more food.
and im coming down to school on tuesday for the watersports club commissioning and to take my polo package as well.
it'll be nice to meet up with the team again.
i miss my swimming buddies too.

well that's all for now. im currently having free time cos i finished my work.
yeah. i've gotten to know new people, cool people.
but it just isnt the same as being around your old friends.
someone bring me back to reality.
bye !



so i havent been updating. not surprising aint it.
I DONT HAVE A COMPUTER AT WORK.
maybe soon i'll get it. HEH.
YES I'VE STARTED WORK. AT M+W ZANDER AT FREAKING JURONG.
THANKS FOR THE GOOD LUCKS. asses.
im gonna start doing my job on site at TUAS GSK. HOW THE FUCK.
so far please. asshats. lol. they really wanna get me knackered off my salary lah.
so meagre 2.50 an hour. khoonnie said 'WHAT THE HELL. IT'S LESSER THAN MCDONALDS'
yes it is. geeeeeeeeeeeez.

nothing much has been up.
go off to work at 645 and back at 745. that's the norm. it's just tiring lah.
so i gonna update what happened this week.

well highlight was lunch on wed with khoobs. yes eyecandy im gonna miss you
i dont think im gonna help out at NAG cos im shagged.
dont think you read my blog but ya. I'LL MISS YOU FUCKLOADS. lol
sounds wrong though but yeah.
i'll give you the letter soon enough. someway. heh.
i'll miss the fork and the yummy tiramisu and the pouting cos you dont wanna take a pic.
BUT I HAVE ONE AND IT'S ON MY ZEN.
SO YOU CAN BE MY IMAGINARY GIRLFRIEND. (:

TODAY was the best freaking day ever during work.
hahaha the funny fuckers im with at work. the video. the nerd. and the operation run-away.
bugger the bus driver not opening the back door of the bus.
knnbccb. i learnt a new phrase. AKU BANKAI. hahahaha
and talhah will start doing his actions.
lol he's seriously gonna miss us FUCKLOADS especially with the nerd for company.
lol good luck ah. you can bankai until level 16.
LOL!
AND SUNSHINEEEEE. the gayyest most fucked up person in the world.
well fucked up in a good way. hahaha he's quiet but crazy.
and does the funniest actions. PICTURES WONT be up. im lazy to upload. WOOT.
but i still wont forget the LOL. okay lah cant say his name
BUT. man he's annoying. LOL. i feel bad.
i'll miss the milo and the biscuits and the coffee and the distractions and my hot babe
YES A HOT FREAKING BABE.
and the 2 chicks in the meeting room with that lucky idiot. MAN HOW COULD HE CONCENTRATE. HAHAHAHA.

well tilll next time. i'll take a pic of myself with safety boots and helmet with a crane in the background. LOL! BYE



was watching american idol a few days ago.
and this song got stuck to my head.
the boy who sang it was 16 years old luh.
i mean if i sang it confirm win. so. i dint make the trip to america. LOL.

Oh thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down this road before, but that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

Baby you're all that i want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that i need
And i found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your life around
Bring you up when you're feeling down
Now, nothing could change what you mean to me
There's lots that i could say
Just hold me now
Cause our love will light our way

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
Yeah, i'll be standing there by you


pretty much sums it up. figure out where the chorus is yourselves.
right off to the hospital now. ciao!



i think i need haircut.
i dont think long hair is manageable anymore.
lol i bought wax. flaunt it. woot.